I Wonder

A very short one titled :-

I wonder

Now You Are Leaving Again…

Will ”It” Sustain Or Gain..

Or Will I Be Treated With Disdain?

Weekends

Long time no post man… Where is my supporters~ !! Haahaha… All right need to back track stuff a little. Let’s start from the weekend ba.

Friday night after work i went home to sleep. Too tired liao… Slept from 9 to 12 like that. Then i woke up, took my hp and sent a mass sms asking whoever where they partying at. But seems nobody was out partying, except Jx who was going to zouk. So i called Cch to ask if he wanted to go down, after both of us thinking and discussing for long time, we decided to meet Adrian and eat nasi lemak. So we met up at 2am, had nasi lemak and also had an arguement over where is the best nasi lemak. Obviously my fav is ponggol nasi lemak, but both Cch and Adrian thinks that Chong pang’s nasi lemak is the best. I was like, wah lau, bo ko leng lah. But yes, to each his own hahaa. Maybe tall guys like chong Pang nasi lemak, while handsome guys prefer ponggol’s hahahaha. After that we went to hougang plaza for some pool, played like crap as usual, but just give only mah.

Saturday afternoon went out to catch Red Cliff. Not too bad i would say. Story line of this show most of us already know.. But i think this show is all about the graphics. Really damn good. I must also say the fight scenes are good too. At night when Dragonfly. Drink and drink. I don’t feel like mentioning other things, just want to mention 1 thing that i want to remember. Adrian drink until vomit blood, and i think its no laughing matter. Guess he really drink super a lot sia.

Sunday at a soccer game in the morning. Lost by countless amount of goals. I thought we lost like 12-1, but i check the website, it wrote 9-1. So be it lah. Hahahaha, we were crap anyways. Defending was atrocious, midfielders help the ball for too long, strikers didn’t make enough runs, GK had butter fingers.

Anyways too tired to blog liao, need some rest… Will blog again soon.

The Aftermath

I knew writing the previous post was gonna get me some phone calls or messages. All right, im going to just disclaim again, for the record, i don’t dislike anyone or feel negative to anyone. Different people have different mindset to life, just that i don’t go along with that mindset. Errm, and yes i might misunderstood people, but its base purely on my judgement and i still stand by it. I still find some people having very limited brain cells and lots of puberty enhanced hormones (read: childish, narrow minded, no foresight). BUT it doesn’t really does any harm to me, in fact its great news, a few more people who are going down Harlem means lesser competition haha.

All right, i mean no harm. Just do what you like, don’t get caught, and if you do, just give me a call.

Same Same Mother Give Birth

ahhh… Seeing this topic makes u think. Wtf Randy is writing about, what same same mother give birth. Dunno is u all manage to guess it, the complete sentence is, same same mother give birth, but different lifes.

This is the topic im going to rant about today. Be it you from rich family or poor family no offence intended all right. If u feel offended, then u can also just fark yourself as i can’t be bothered.

Look around your workplace, school mates, classmates, relatives, cousin, best friend, good friend, strangers, bastards, gays etc… You find many people from different walks of life. Some people seems rich, but actually living on credit. Some people seems poor, but a lot of money. Some people talk as if they know the stock market so well, while some quietly read up to improve their knowledge. In recent months or years, i come to see different types of people. In fact i very stun by the intelligence of some of my friends friends. I would like to say, amongst my close friends, none of them are childish (maybe Alan and Calvin wahaha, but they are getting much better) or seek attention. The rest i can safely say, will be successful in their own line, bearing that they dun let their gf affect them. But will they be happy or not, i guess only they can answer themselves. Anyway to disclaim first, im not suggesting what they should do, rather im just giving my 2 cents, so if u still feel offended to this point and have already fark yourself, i strongly suggest u try farking yourself this time without using your hands hahahhaa.

Let me talk about some characters. I have a friend, he’s working in some commission base sector. I guess he makes about 4-5k a month. His pay is without CPF, yes u heard it, without freaking CPF. And he goes ”no cpf better.” Bro u contribute about 20% of your pay to cpf, while your company contributes about 14% themselves. So meaning u actually have 14% more, simple maths dude. Just the other day, i overheard him talking to another friend about property. Telling him that the property market cannot do liao, i added a comment that if work hard, cannot do 1 also become can do. I said this though in my point of view, i also feel difficult to do, eh but this other friend is still a friend, how can i freaking put him down right? Doesnt mean just because u know a beng or 2 and now getting a little wealthier, u teach your friend how to fark. Anyway his perspective of life is what i had during secondary school to be really honest. But he seems happy, though the saddest part of life is being happy for the wrong reasons.

Humans like to act sud… Seek attention. Talk like they know everything. But honestly, dun talk to me about the stock market. Got time, read 1 weeks ”the economist”, fully understand, then we talk. You think put money take money? My this particular friend still mention, ”aiya i got so and so friend very rich, play stock market.” Stock market this 2 words seems to elevate a person to God like status eh? ”I know someone who plays the stock market and he is getting rich, i feel so sud..” hahahahahhaa…

Anyway im just taking him as example, still got a lot a lot of people same. No i dun wan name names, but u can ask me if u want, i’ll give u my 2 cents.

Next we go back to the topic, same same mother give birth, why life different. I know people who without lifting a bloody finger and drives a Audi or Mercs or BMW. Yes i never like these people, but that is only if they are arrogant. Some people like my dear friend Guowen is not so well to do. I never say this to u before, but hey u are doing well. You study and went to NTU, no one here manage to do it dude! And after finish studying u will get a job, and u will be paying your school fees yourself. Which maybe to u is a burden, but God gave u this challenge, u aint gonna run away from it. Even if u run away from it, the banks also will chase u for the money lah knn hahahaha. But yes, im proud of u, work hard after u graduate, pay off the farking loan, then know some pretty girls and cheat their love wahaahahhahah.

Chenghan is totally different background with Guowen. His father is quite well to do. He doesnt really have to fret about his monthly allowance, most of the time he got car to drive, and his school fees are fully paid. He doesnt need to work but sometimes he does when he needs to supplement the need to damage his liver. BUT… that doesnt mean he is farked up. He is still a polite person to strangers, he still fetches us home, he still spends to the last dollar and be as broke as us. Most importantly he still shows support and no discrimination to people not as well to do as him. He knows he is luckier than some, but he doesnt brag about the unimportance of money. In fact, he knows the value of money, and whoever still knows the value and importance of money, cant be any arrogant. Anyway u got a good headstart to life, dun throw it away, if can, help those in need, but i trust that u will.

Let’s all not blame God that the life we have is like this or like that. You might not be as successful as your friend or your friends friend, but think… maybe he had it all map out for him. Meaning he from level 9 go to level 10, but u went from level 1 to level 6, though u still lose him in terms of level, but fact is u made better improvement to your life with lesser resources. So fark that rich man son. Hahahhaa. Ok last but not least, this is written on Mother Theresa’s wall :-

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centred.

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you win some false friends and some true enemies.

Be successful anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you.

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight.

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some people may be jealous.

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow.

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.

Give the world the best you have anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God.

It never was between you and them anyway.

And i have also have mine :-

In the final analysis, it is between you and God,

It never was between me and anyone else,

So fark them anyway! LOL!

21

Wah seems my frequency of blogging have become quite low. Not that i’ve learn to stop whining, just that either i’ve been too busy or too tired. And friday sat and sundays usually im not at home. Must spend weekends well mah, work whole week leh siao eh!

Anyway as promise i’ll try to blog as often as possible.

This weekend was 1 of the most boring weekends. Practically i did nothing, friday play pool, saturday i did nothing, sunday soccer. Yes you saw it right, saturday i did NOTHING knn. Where are all my friends??? Either sleeping, working, studying or accompany gf. But no complaints, everyone need their own time.

Ok another thing to update is that i have already watch the show ”21”. Nice show in my opinion, i really love it. I like to watch this kind of show, intelligence coupled with brilliant 1 liners. Card counting is an art, but in some ways its just simple maths. Anyway im also currently reading the book, which i guess will have more details on the adventures. Already halfway through the book, err but last week i l also halfway through hahahaa. What the hell..

This week also nothing to look forward to, i think going to be boring weak knn. But my nephew’s bday will be this sunday, so everyone will be celebrating it as some chalet. Hopefully will be fun…

Oh yah forgot to add, i got caught for speeding on PIE(Tuas), 80 km/h i got caught at 93 km/h. WTF!!!!!!! $130 and 4 demerit points. I’m like farking stupid!

Basketball

Realise i’ve been getting more and more exercise nowadays. Trying to play every wednesday, and so far so good i would say. So as usual yesterday went to kick the westsiders ass. The line up was, Weikeong, Kokping, Chenghan, Jeremy, Bryan, Jianxing, Ah Nei, Me. Quite a strong line up right. You want can run 1 we also have, can jump also have, can shoot also have, not forgetting we miss some of our star players like Guowen and Yj.

Was surprise with a few things that happen yesterday.

- Jianxing can jump and pull the rim.

- Bryan can also jump really high and is quite strong.

- Some have them are still quite decent players.

- I’m still the best.

Ok the last 1 was crap hahaha. Im better than best, God damn it!

Anyway got into a few run ins with Cch. Not really run-ins but we mark each other a lot so i injure him a bit. Eh but realy not on purpose, sort of felt guilty when i pass the ball and it his his face. Oh Cch u too handsome liao, must smack a bit here and there if not u get the babes hahaha. Anyway i guess everyone improve in 1 way or another. Hahaha. I also realise my stamina improve quite a lot liao, i think i will go run 2.4 and see my timing soon. 10 mins plus should be can lah wahahaha.

Another thing to note was that we played with 1 China guy. Can’t really get his name, but it was something like ”Fan Di”. Quite a really good player, and im sure he didnt even try. He just relax relax play. He’s good no doubt.

I realise i enjoy playing sports with a few people, normally either they are my close friends, or they very steady. Close friends is because they play hard, cause they know i wont angry as they confirm mean no malice. Steady people are those like not so easily angry 1, then will be friendly though they play hard too. Playing hard and playing rough is a very thin line, i guess in both cases the tackles might be equally hard but the difference is the aftermath. A steady person who made the tackle will immediately apologise, whole the steady person who got tackled will just brush it off. Personally if no malice is involved i dun think i will get angry at all. Maybe last time when young will, nabei now so old liao, want angry also want to laugh lor. Hahahaha

I’m Still Alive

Yo guys im still alive just that im really busy. I know i know you have been hearing me say this like a million times. But hey, we learn to prioritise things in life right? So currently blogging is not like on top of my list. I can see i’ll be even busier when scholl re opens in September. Err fark it lah, just bring it.

Ok some highlight in my life. 4 of us went out to play pool on friday, namely Me Cch Gw and Weeboon. So it was obvious that me and Cch kept winning while Gw and Weeboon kept losing. So Gw and Weeboon had the battle of 3rd and 4th place. Eventually after a mentally draining looooooooooong game, Gw came out victorious. But i would say WB also wore Gw out mentally. Hahahaha. So we went for some beer afterwards, me and Cch didnt drink cause we were preparing for the battle of the top spot. Which was to be held on saturday at queenstown. So the both of us tried to kept our discipline to prepare for the big match. In the end i was more discipline, as i told them that i was leaving earlier…

Saturday came, i met Cch for the championship game. It was a close door affair, no lads were invited. So we decided on a race to 7. Meaning whoever won 7 pool games first would be crown the champion. Randy took an early lead, leading 2 games – 0. Then as Cch settle down, he chase back to 2-2. Due to a mistake by Cch in the fifth game, Randy took the lead to 3-2 again. But Cch was no cowards, he fought back, 2 games on the trot thus gaining a lead of 4-3. At this point Randy was beginning to feel a little nervous as he felt he was losing his focus. Since the retirement of pool Champion 2001 02 03 04 05 06 Chen Youjun, Randy thought that he would be at the top for a long time. But Cch, who previously was a lame duck, had already practise for years to be where he is now – world number 2!

Randy manage to claw back and tied the game to 4 all. But Cch with his superb mind games, took the lead at 5-4. When he did that, he gave Randy a arrogant look and went ” how’s your knees from kneeling down to pick up the balls, does it hurt?”

Randy was furious, but told himself not to lose his focus, and he manage to tie the game to 5-5. And this time it was his turn to throw a salvo to Cch ”Our knees hurt equally now”

In the end, class still prevailed, Randy won 7-5. And yes, Cch blame it on everything, from the pool table to his ”please click here to add me as a friend” shirt. HAHAHAHHAHAAA.