Bloody Bottler

Though in all honesty we lost to a much better team, i couldnt control my anger at some certain Manchester United players. Barcelona is really a good team, to a certain extent, they don’t need a manager. Just put me or Boon in the hot seat, i think we at least also can win the La Liga. From the game yesterday, they kept possession so easily. And im totally impress with Ineista. Gerrard who?

Back to Machester United, everytime its the usual culprits who screws up. Carrick, Anderson and bloody fucker Rio. The 3 of you are fucking bottlers who don’t deserve earing 80 grand a week. Because you totally screwed up when Manchester United needed you. And its always the 3 of you. ALWAYS. At least Fletcher and O Shea have shedded this tag.

The game plan was simple, Carrick and Anderson was to protect the back 4, closing down Iniesta and Xavi, not giving them space. And try to intercept the passes. Totally horrendous performance by these 2 clowns.

Carrick: You are God damn mother fucker. You seriously got nervous after playing like 500 professional games? And thats why you will NEVER be an England first team player. Because you fucking screw up when it comes to the crunch. Because you cant even make a simple pass. How many times did your fucking lose the ball. How many times you could use your right leg for a pass but you chose to use your left. Are you daft or something. And don’t give me the, ”Boss its not my fault”, face. You were slow in covering, you were strolling, practically you are just screwed.

Rio: Oh Mr D-o double G. So you really think you are a hip hop star when you swagger down the plane to Rome. Come on, every soccer fan know you got to this level because England can’t produce a single shite defender who can dribble. Dont give me that crooked mouth smile, cause God knows how did you even manage to play for Manchester United. People rate you not by your performance, they rate you on ”Did Rio lost his concentration and made a mistake?” Thats your benchmark. And that’s not a compliment. How you you let the genius Messi be so wide open. OMG! OMFG! I get sick in my stomach thinking of the goal.

I like to leave the best for last.

Anderson: Anderson – son – son, you are a fucking cb son. I can just kill you with my bare fist. The first goal is ALL your fault. You were strolling beside Iniesta/Xavi when he dribbled to pass to Eto.  You should have close him down, now accompany with for a stroll in the park. Really bad bad play. And it happen a few times in the game. You were just strolling as though you are a star player. Seriously I don’t know what Sir Alex sees in you. You can’t head, you can’t shoot, you are arrogant. You made no attempt to ask for the ball when your mates were surrounded by 3 Barca players. I don’t understand what are you afraid of. This is like a once in a life time opportunity. Many people would give an arm to be on that field last night.

I’m just fed up with this 3 guys. Time and time again they do not play up to standard. Of course Rooney had a bad game but he saved us a million times. Ronaldo had an all right game, he was over crowded and trying too hard to impress. But i think he did fine. Park was also close down by too many players whenever he had the ball. Giggs had a quiet game by his high standards. Evra was not too bad, sprinting down the flanks a couple of times. O Shea initially was a little nervous but pretty much settled down. Vidic was turn a few times, hey but these guys like Eto and Henry can beat any player 1 v 1. The key is to cover when they dribble pass 1 player.

We started really well, in fact we started they way we wanted to. If we had nick a goal, of course this game would be different. Barcelona scored against the run of play. After that, they could relax and played their usual style with that cushion. Maybe if we had taken the lead first, we would have contain the game as well as them. But still, they were the better team this morning. The passing was fluid, the movement was a beauty. There was always someone ”open” that a Barca player can pass to. Very very good team. The whole Barcelona team was also sporting, played with grace and respect. Except a certain Puyol. Throw away the arm band Puyol, you don’t deserve to wear it. From the day i had seen you play, i knew you were crap, this morning you are still crap plus an actor.

Sir Alex can be a proud man this season. We won 3-4 cups, got to the semi finals of the Fa cup and the finals of the CL. What more can you ask for. Next season we shall try again to win the CL. Just don’t retire, not yet. 1 more title ok. Just 1 more.

Just a thought that went through me last night, I realise how important is Tevez to the style of our team. Manchester United seldom give teams space to roam. We need a hustler like Tevez to close down starting from the 1st third of the field. Though he doesn’t score much goals, but this contribution shapes the whole team. I think there’s a lot of things in football we do not know. Maybe Sir Alex sees something in Anderson and Carrick which we don’t. I don’t know, im just piss by them.

But i guess Gw Cch and me, all of us agreed the better team won. We’ll be back.

Wednesday

So i guess tonight is the night. Team work versus talent. Who will emerge as Champions of Europe? We’ll know tonight!

I hope Ah Park plays, cause i think he deserves it for all the hard work he puts in. Whether or not he is in the team, he doesnt whine unlike a certain Ronaldo. And i hope to top it off, he scores. I got a feeling that this will be a high scoring game, though im sure many pundits will beg to differ. If we win this cup, then i’m certain this is the best United team ever. If we don’t, at least lose with pride. I don’t have the feeling that we will win, like during 99 or last year. Both years i had strong feeling we will win. But not so this year. But still we’ve beaten them before, and I know we can! Yes we can!

Oh yah and now first case of swine flu in Singapore. Hopefully everything will be fine. I doubt our economy can take another heartbreak. With North Korea going bonkers again. I wonder like what can happen next. But still the Government have done a good job thus far. I seldom praise the Government unless needed. I feel they have really cushion this recession. To the point that a lot of people don’t feel there is a recession. For the case of the swine flu, so far I feel the Governement have also taken up a lot of correct steps to prevent the repeat of SARS. Of course in the case of the Singaporean who had swine flu, she was responsible enough to go to the clinic etc. I think this responsibility is instilled by the Government’s awareness programs.

Ok hopefully today i’ll have an early night. Then i’ll wake up at 245am to catch the finals. Hopefully we will win it in 90mins so that I can sleep more. If not it’s going to be a sleeeepy Thursday tomorrow.

Randy aka the ayatolla of rock n rolla:-

Live and let live.

Crazyyy

Im in like such a fucked up mood now. Cause im like whatever – fuck u. Maybe im sick and twisted. So what?! Too much Eminem brings out the evil twin. Or maybe i’m just depress from the countless work. I’m wasted. I don’t look forward to weekends because not everyone looks forward in going out. I think maybe i’m bored. But can’t be, im busy. Why am i still bored. Stop freaking sending me mails. Last count i got 81 unread thank you very much. Stop asking me for meetings, i need a smoke break yea. My brain can’t function, its full of shit – makes a porno feels like home. What’s going on! Is this a dream? or for real? Am i still alive? Or im long gone like the reebok sole ? Why are you still reading this. It’s utter bull shit im spouting. See the little ”X” on the top right. CLICK IT! NO? Why not? Are you sick and twisted like me? Chopped Liver? Or are you bored till you could ask yourself – ”what am i living for?”.

My evil twin appears now and then. When i’m depress, tired or aimless. Recently it comes out more often than not. I’m tired. I’m working hard for nothing thus far. Im only gonna be a highly paid executive if i go on like this – nothing more. Everyone can do that, its too normal. Am i too hard on myself or have you guys been to relax. I need new challenges man. Seriously. I don’t feel i have achieve something now. Im hungry for more. I need more. I need to mix with the right people, do the right things, listen to the right poeple, talk to the respected, party with the fun, drive the beautiful car, drink the vintage wine. But are these what I really want in life? Yes and no. If im going to have it alone then I can say its boring. I think i prefer with most of my close frineds are on the same wave length as me. But as time goes, people change. Fate dealt them cards which they didnt fathom. They get shcok, demoralise, jealous, and whatever the 7 sins can offer. Im inside this deadly rat race, i know it, im so dead. But i’ll get out, soon, real soon.

I don’t know what the fuck im writing. Just typing whatever comes to my mind. Get a little over or crazy sometimes. Like now, its sort of crazy. My brain is screaming, fuck u fuck u fuck u. Lamers losers blah blah.

I gone crazzzzy.

Beautiful

I’ve posted these before but I would like to post it again. For those of you who are feeling down – Have a little faith.

“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”

To the lads:-

We still have soldiers that’s on the front line
That’s willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We’ll maybe shout ‘em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love ‘em back and let ‘em know how important it is
To have the brothers with the answers and who sulked us up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is

To all people who matters:-

Beautiful

In my shoes, just to see
What it’s like, to be me
I’ll be you, let’s trade shoes
Just to see what I’d be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other’s mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other’s eyes

But don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so
Don’t let ‘em say you ain’t beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

Cheers! We’ll sail through everything together mates!

Provided You Don’t Kiss Me

This is hilarious. And I really mean like funny till i was laughing my ass off. Mr Rafa ”fact” Benitez even till the laters interview keep talking about Manchester United spending more than Liverpool. I read on the newspaper that Man United just spend over Liverpool like a few million pounds from the day Benitez came?! So come on Benitez, that’s the FACT. Go get a life, since your season was over quite early. And we won like 3 cups already this year, excluding the charity shield. You guys won nothing – FACT. Sometimes you gotta be a man, when you lose be gracious and admit you lost to a better team and better manager. 3 times in a row we are the league champions, anything more to argue?! Get a life scoucers, as Brian Clough said – winning the first time is just luck, doing it again is substance. Scoucers, try getting it the first time eh.

Actually there’s nothing much to talk about. Life is monotonous. Been wondering for awhile regarding career path. I’m working in an MNC, as most of you guys know. MNC stands for multi national company, which in some people’s context means that as long your company is registered in America means its called an MNC. Ermm of course not lah dudes, only certain companies are recognise as real MNCs. The rest i prefer to catergarise them as SMEs (small medium enterprises). MNCs i realise have a hire-fire culture. Either you get your job done or they hire another person. Reason being that everyone wants to work in MNCs to boost their CV. So there is no shortage of people wanting to join MNCs. But there are also problems in MNC which people face. Speaking from experience, it is difficult to climb the corporate ladder. Yes, given that you are paid much more than people in other companies, there is nothing much to complain. But fact is, its difficult to be recognise when you are working in an MNC. Because the company is really too big. So from what i understand, people working in MNC normally aim for higher increment than having power.

The above is just a short short summary. So i’ve been pondering. Should I go to a SME and request a higher position (from what i understand from people, im incline to do that). Or should I go to another MNC, same position. In both cases of course pay is increased. But the difference is working in a small company with more power or a big company with status quo. Of course the current economic conditions doesnt make changing of jobs any easier. BUT you got to believe in yourself. If you don’t why should your future employer believe in you?

On my part, i think im ready to drive a huge project for a SME. Yes, i want to join a rapidly growing company and drive it forward. Of course the pay matters, but i think achievement is also important. The rest will fall into place. I can feel it, that something good gonna happen. So cheer up guys, you guys will find a good job im sure. We’ll try to think of something yea.

I have no activities for this coming weekend. Hmm, quite bored eh. But i guess not much a choice. And oh yah, just finish the Brian Clough book, excellent stuff!

Popping

Weekends weekends, don’t you just love the weekends. I had more than enough sleep on weekends. Which was great. I nearly forgot how to spell naps until the recent weekend. Lets start off with friday.

Friday i went to watch angel and demons. I was damn tired before watching and the show was at cine 1230am. Usually fridays im very tired because i got to work and if go out sure damn shag. So i reach orchard at around 9pm. Was quite early, so we went to balcony for a drink and chat. Nothing special happen there. My cough totally piss me off from talking. Then we went to catch the movie. Before the movie started i was visibly very tired. And i told Gw that i might fall asleep inside the theather. Not surprisingly i did. I slept and didnt know how the 2nd Priest died. I was really too tired and the show was not really good. Too patchy the whole show. They did this show just for the sake of doing it. But you can’t deny the fact that rome is 1 of the most beautiful place in the world. Oh yah in case you anti man united fans forget – we are going to ROME ROME ROME!

Saturday normally is like party day. I woke up on saturday with a damn good sleep. As i’ve mention the day before i was already very tired. So met up with Chenghan at around 8pm to Chjimes. Again i was put off by my cough to really hold a conversation for the lesser char siew. But still we wanted to watch man united lift the trophy which they dually obliged. Whether you gooners, scoucers thieves, chelski people like it or not – we are champions by a mile. Why do i say by a mile? Because we did it by playing much much more games. We travelled to Japan too remember? And we had the pressure of winning it 3 times in a row. And if that’s not enough for you, we did it by challenging nearly on all fronts! Beat that! I wouldnt go as far as saying, man united under Sir Alex is the best team of the century but we are definitely the best team in the last 15 years. If Bob Paisley was God, Sir Alex was Godder, if you get what i mean. Oh ok enough of gloating, not good for the health. Just remember this feeling fellow man united supporters, we’ll do it again next season.

At night we met Guowen, Calvin and his friends at Butter Factory. You know nowadays Butter is like the hotest place around. So we decided to go have a look since the dream was to open a mega disco in the near future, so checking out on discos is very important part of our lives (lame excuse to party). We que for like 45mins, yes 45 freaking mins and guess what? The man, or so they call him, brought an underage girl. Yes you read correctly, Mr Calvin brought an underage girl and tried to get into the club. I was stump, Cch was nonchalant as though he half expected shit to happen, Gw was just angry. So Calvin ask us like ”How?”, Sort of expecting us to fart out a miracle from our ass. But of course we had none. So we left Butter for Zouk. I dunno how that young lady manage to get into Zouk, but she managed to. Zouk is the epitome of marketing. Nothing special about this club eh. Just music that every club have. But what they have is Branding, spelt with a capital B. Anyways Zouk wasnt exactly fun, the fun part was people watching. You see I can’t dance to save my life so i don’t dance. I do people watching, which is some sort of my hobby. Actually its a hobby for people who can’t dance. But i still prefer to be labelled a non-dancer than a jelly. Nothing much to talk about so until next time, byeee.

Ah Boon the serial clubber :- *Popping motion* ”Taxi uncle please bring me to Zoouuukkkk.”

Argh!

I’m so stress from work man. Projects been piling up and deadlines also pushing forward. My normal routine works like this now. Leave office at 7pm, have a dinner and unwinding till about 10pm. Home, bathe, switch on my lappy, work till 1am. Then i’ll read till 2am. Sleep, wake up at 730am. Physically i’m fine, but mentally im exhausted. Not forgetting i’m starting school next week.

Of course people might say that like I can don’t go out. But then completely no life leh. How can! And i need to meet more people now, that’s my aim.

Whatever it is, it’s nice when you have a couple of close friends you can whine to when times are hard. I love to complain. People might think like i dislike doing something thats why i complain, then you are dead wrong. I complain cause i just like to. I like to let things out, just blast people a little, or whine a little. I think this is my way to de stress. Works for me.

I’ve been wasting the past 2 years of my life since i started working and having a gf. Time to make up for some lost time.

Would like to add that life have been kind to be thus far. But i’ll make it even better.

Mum’s the Best:-

Now I feel like it’s things I got to get

Things I got to do

Just to prove to you

You was getting through

Can the choir please! Give me a verse of  “You, Are So Beautiful To Me.”

Can’t you see?

You’re like a book of poetry

Maya Angelou, Nicky Giovanni, turn one page and there’s my mummy…

Cough Cough Cough

I am having such a bad cough that it really affects my sleep man. Cough and cough and cough. Bloody hell. My throat itches like mad. Ok enough of whining, lets blog about what i did over the weekend.

As you guys know, Saturday was Guowen’s birthday celebration. But before that, i went to my primary/secondary school friend’s baby 1 year old celebration. Honestly this year i don’t know go how many wedding, baby birthday blah blah. When my time comes, return me all my ang bao man!

Anyways the baby’s birthday was held at bottletree park or something. It’s along yishun. The place seems not bad, like a family gathering place. And i realise my friend also put in a lot of effort for her son and for her family to have a good memory. Photographers and video cameras were all on hand to record and to remember. Buffet was provided and the food was not too bad. A lot of her friends also got babies already, so the babies were also having a ball of a time. But not as though i like children or anything, i don’t hate them too but im just so not ready for a baby. And anyway no one to bore me 1 now also lah!

Next up was Guowen’s birthday. Got dress up and headed to St james. Andy and Hx were kind enough to give me a ride as i didnt drive. Spoke to Andy about men’s style and he told me to get 2 mags every month. Arena and August, not too bad, dudes you should get it too, since everyone is starting to work already.

So most of us gathered at Mono at 11pm. Normally we take quite a long time to warm up. But ok, that day was not too bad. I believe that everyone enjoy themselves. At least for me, i enjoyed myself. Guowen and Alan was both as usual, the livewires of the party. I don’t get bored when there is alcohol in their body. Highlight of the party? Cch took out his shirt and throw at his fans, and i don’t know by a stroke of luck or he intended it, but it hook onto the wall, which was like 10metres away. Go figure. You guys can check the photos of the day on my facebook man.

Next day which was also mother’s day, i brought my mum to a Japanese resturant located in Suntec. Firstly i want to complain that suntec’s car park structure sucks! And there is not enough car park spaces lah. If it’s full, don’t let cars in lah. Back to the food, the food was not too bad. But its a little expensive. I dont eat the raw fish and stuffs. But my mum and sis love it. So give it to them lah. Nowadays i try not to like over eat. So going to a buffet is not really worth it. But still, in my perspective. it’s not to eat until worth it. For me its more to, eat till i happy. And who goes buffet to eat until worth your money, go buffet because u want the different varieties of food mah. Anyways i enjoyed the dinner, mum’s the best !

After that i went home, manage to catch the last 10mins of Man united game. Nothing much to comment on it, just that we are the champions hahaha.

Not much mood to write, cause have been tired and busy. Just hope everyone grads and find a good job man! Cheers!

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Dont you know you might find
A better place to play

Intoxicated

Most of us love a drink. Even more so when you work, you build a certain amount of stress and use a lot of your brain. So you go for a little drink to unwind and relax your nerves so that you can sleep better at night. Or sometimes, you go for a little drink with some friends or aquaintance, and over a couple of drinks the moods relaxes and you build better relationships. I read before that a glass a day is actually good for health, i’m not sure, you can google it though.

Sometimes, come the weekends people get a little overboard. Like because they know they don’t have to work the next day, so it’s like, ”just drink lah!”. And this is when fun becomes trouble. Self control is not a character which is in-born. It’s an art. Its difficult to say ”no” to fun. But is getting drunk fun? You wake up with a terrible headache, you puke all over the night before and if you didn’t realise it yet, you trouble your friends. You want to have fun, yeah go ahead, but you can’t expect your friends to take care of you. Of course, as very good friends, they would. Unless they want you drunk lah, then that’s another matter altogether.

So my take is, maybe weekends, or maybe due to some celebrations you drink a little more than usual. But get high not dead drunk. Not drunk till the point that you create a mess or a scene.

Since we’re on the topic on drinking. Tomorrow is Guowen’s birthday. So far most have replied. Except 1. Honestly i don’t know what’s wrong man. It only boils down to 2 things, you can’t be bothered and you got no respect for me or our group. Respect is to be earned, i agree, but i earn it in this situation by organising Gw’s bday with Cch. I’m not saying i deserve fireworks for arranging or organinsing. Its an easy job made difficult. And its only normal courtesy to reply an invitation with a yes/no. This is not the first time mate. Courtesy and respect. Thats the basic you give to the people you love.

On a more happy note. This is Guowen’s actual birthday. I’m sure it will be fun because Guowen have been quite a livewire. Turnout seems quite not bad. Hopefully everyone forget their problems and have a ball of a time!

Mouth Of The North:-

Do you really believe?!

Bring On The W(h)inners

So Barcelona quilified for the CL finals. But seems like not very fairly. For most of my life, i’ve never really like spanish players. They are so whiny. But problem is, they also damn skilful and good looking. But still, their whiny face makes me wanna give them a slap. But anyways they won, and Man United are really gonna be in for a damn tough challenge in this year’s finals. Because Barcelona is damn damn damn good. But of course we are not pushovers ourselves. It will be a good game. This years CL is very fair. The best from Spanish Vs the best from England. And Spanish and English league are also the best 2 in the world.

We are going to rome~

Scoucers you bloody can watch it at home~

You guys came with so much hope

But nothing to show this year at the kop

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!!!

Paiseh, just gloat a bit lah hahaha.

Anyway I didnt watch the Chelsea Barcelona game, but read that Drogba shouted expletives into the camera. This guy is also 1 passionate player. Though he always whines, but actually he’s a winner. That’s why somehow i do like Drgoba.

I’m too lazy to blog, have a back pain which was cause by playing a competitive game of soccer without training for the past 3 months. I nearly died last night man. Just nearly. Luckily second half postpone due to flood light problems HAHAHA.